........ I STILL !!!

........ I STILL !!!
I still miss you
But not like I did before
The intense aching I felt
Isn't there anymore

I still whisper your name
Not as of then I used to
Now it may be once
Before the day is through

I still hear your voice
Replaying in my mind
But it's fading now
Soon Silence I will find

I still long for you
To feel your touch
But it's not like before
I don't dream it as much

I still think about you
And wonder how you are
But my feelings have changed
And they don't go as far

I still feel you sometimes
Maybe you're thinking of me
Or maybe it's just a little memory
Of how it used to be

I still love you
And consider you as my pal
That's so hard to believe now
And you turned away

You still have a piece of my heart
Because I've always felt you here
But now I'm hoping and praying
That's will be quickly disappear
# Posté le mardi 27 mai 2008 15:50

Everything happens for a reason...............

Everything happens for a reason...............
Last year I lost a very dear person he did not die he just left and gone like everyone did before and I get to think that was my fault that he let me .
Suicide was like the only thing or a better word the best “exit” from what I was suffering.
Then, I figure out that people come into your life come to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those things you would have never be what you are now
Everything happens for a reason even the farewell of the loving ones it's not happened because of the bad of luck. Everything Illness, injury, lost moments all occur the limits of your soul and without this horrible events in our life we would never know who we are with this tests we got the strength and the power to move on
# Posté le lundi 17 mars 2008 10:08

A Lively Cadaver

A Lively Cadaver
Everyday I smile, I laugh, I giggle, I pretend to be happy.
With my big smile I hide the pain; I hide the sadness buried in me. The sneering glances, The humiliations that weigh heavy in me, and the abuses are destructive as the crash of knifes cuts me, cuts my heart and make me die in silence everyday
There has been a long time since my soul disappeared and has fled, I 'm dead deep inside of me, I don't actually know how it's to be a somebody, I'm just an lively cadaver who screams
“Leave me alone"
# Posté le mardi 04 mars 2008 12:38

ИOoopЄ

ИOoopЄ
If you lose hope, somehow you lose the vitality that keeps life moving, you lose that courage to be, that quality that helps you go on in spite of it all. And so today I still have a dream.
# Posté le jeudi 28 février 2008 03:45
Modifié le jeudi 28 février 2008 04:20

You just don't care anymore

You just don’t care anymore
So This How it feels like
Missing someone so much
That he's gone
Forever and ever gone
No more laughing
No more loving
No more secret having

U were the sweetest person in the entire world
I Loved u to death...
To me you were the life
But you left me
Without saying goodbye
U're maybe here
But can you see me?
Can you hear me?
Can you even feel me?

You left and let me bleeding
Don't you think...?
How...
How will be my life without you?
It's just to know how much you mean to me!!!
You mean my whole world
I don't wanna moon you anymore
Why I love you
When I know you'll be gone

How can you let me?
When you know
How difficult for me ...
To love someone without getting heart
How difficult.......
To care about someone without getting scared

You just torn out
And thrown me on the floor
You just don't care anymore
# Posté le vendredi 22 février 2008 08:46
Modifié le vendredi 29 février 2008 06:41